Category Archives: Mental Illness

Group text from my psychiatrist to his colleagues sent to me by mistake

I received a weird text the other day and thought perhaps my psychiatrists phone was hacked. I kept reading the texts as they came in and finally called my psychiatrist a few days later fully expecting him to say it … Continue reading

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Man In The Crowd

I am driving when a cop turns on his lights. Amused I pull over, turn the ignition off, fiddle with the glove box, knowing how cops hate this activity. “Ma’am he says, please keep your hands where I can see … Continue reading

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Well, I had my 55th birthday yesterday. I have been depressed about having accomplished so little in life. All of my friends have careers or are retiring. When people ask me what I do, I say that I am retired. … Continue reading

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Optum RX – Don’t Use them

Again, this is an incompetent pharmacy. In the past two years I hold my breath each time I send in a prescription. The latest one my doctor wrote three scripts for the same medication, for three months. He writes it … Continue reading

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D.I.D. and the mind.

I read this article yesterday while looking for information on the creative mind of D.I.D. and also “non-communication of alters”. It’s http://news.harvard.edu/gazette/story/2012/08/a-story-that-doesnt-hold-up/ .  I have a 50/50 mindset about if my moods have personalities by themselves or do I just have … Continue reading

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Just a visit…..

So my daughter and future husband will be here tomorrow afternoon.  My back is burning  as I write this blog.  Am I stressed about this upcoming event???  I called the liquor store to ask if they had a straw that … Continue reading

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Dysfunctional Family

Dysfunctional Family definition – Psychology: “A family with multiple ‘internal’–eg sibling rivalries, parent-child– conflicts, domestic violence, mental illness, single parenthood, or ‘external’–eg alcohol or drug abuse, extramarital affairs, gambling, unemployment—influences that affect the basic needs of the family unit” My … Continue reading

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“I Hate You”

>So, my episode was informative this time. This is what I emailed to Enemy: Why didn’t you call? I never call and then I did and you were imresnposive. Really encouraging. You ought to get a second person to handle … Continue reading

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Mental Health

I went to my psychiatrist Friday to check on my sanity status. I took a Zanax before my husband and I left the house. I had a few serious questions I wanted answers to. After my extreme manic phase last … Continue reading

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My Dog died – It Sucks

Ginger my 16 ½ year old dachshund died last week. It sucks. She relied on my husband and me for all of her needs, including unconditional love. She could no longer walk and was uncomfortable sleeping in our bed. It … Continue reading

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