Category Archives: D.I.D.

All Is Fine All Is Well….

There is a ten-year old girl missing in our community. She’s been missing since Friday morning. We have driven past two search teams which makes it seem so real which makes me realize how impersonal T.V. really is. It’s all … Continue reading

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Non-verbal communication in Alters

Non-verbal communication in Alters I have looked around the psych. articles for studies about alters that do not communicate. I have one (white) who does not communicate, although does listen to one (yellow) who carries information from a few other alters … Continue reading

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Tired And Tested

Tired and tested comes to mind on my travels through psych. world. The insurance book-keeping problems, no consistency during therapy sessions, and a whole list of physical ailments such as headache, stomach ache in the morning I believe has to do … Continue reading

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Sedatives, Whiskey & Apples

The two of us, one bottle of sedatives and a glass of whiskey sit here taking account of our life at this moment.  There are trees carrying the weight of the limbs bearing fruit falling occasionally with little effort. I’m … Continue reading

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It’s a dogs life

Another repetitious session. I may have a short-term memory problem while adjusting to one of the medications, but am capable of remembering sessions from the past. I took .05 of Xanax one and a half hours before session due to the heat … Continue reading

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Why Am I There? Let Me Leave…..

Talk to me. Tell me why I am here. Why do I come here once a week? Tell me why I am there. Don’t engage me with talk of colors. Colors are just colors. I am a person. Why am … Continue reading

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Somatization Disorder

Somatization disorder often goes hand in hand with the D.I.D. diagnoses. This is the uncomfortable ailments that causes your body to I say reject you by using pain or discomfort any way possible. I ended up at a Gastroenterologist due … Continue reading

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Another Week Goes By

Am I being paranoid? I gave Enemy2 my PDOC’s name and number to stop asking me who he is, trusting (really??) he would leave my PDOC and me alone. Before I did this my PDOC told me what he would say if … Continue reading

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What’s The Right Decision?

I have no idea how to make the correct decision. My father has been ill for several years. He has been in Hospice intermediate for a week and supposedly doing better and getting ready to come home. I do not … Continue reading

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Therapy 101

Another hot day, in the 90’s. My next nut appointment is early next week allowing my husband and I to go to the mountains to spend the day to forget the appointment. It’s beginning to be bothersome again, I woke up … Continue reading

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