So my daughter and future husband will be here tomorrow afternoon. My back is burning as I write this blog. Am I stressed about this upcoming event??? I called the liquor store to ask if they had a straw that would be long enough to let me drink from a 1.5 oz. bottle of wine during the BBQ. Everyone knows what happened the last time this male friend of my daughters conversed with me. I have thought this one through and have concocted a plan that will perhaps make this 2 day event tolerable – XANAX!!!! I just take .5 or 1 mg. Every 4 hours and life could not be more simple. I think my husband and Enemy said to put the liquor away. Wine does not count as liquor, it’s just juice with a kick.
My Tuesday Enemy appointment went alright. I had my husband come in to trouble shoot what was going to happen tomorrow and Friday. That’s where putting away the liquor topic came up. We both mentioned that I don’t drink liquor, but I do drink wine. Apparently I do drink liquor while I am having an “episode” or checking out for 3 or so days. My husband was pleased to tell Enemy what a great dinner I had made one night. Enemy didn’t seemed impressed. My husband also mentioned that after these “events” he thinks I need to get away for a short time, as we have in the past. We have been going on a lot of trips/holidays this year. There really wasn’t much accomplished during the appointment. Enemy doesn’t dust the furniture and I took the opportunity to write “HELP” on his shelf next to where I sit. I doubt he’ll see it. I wonder how many skin cells are in his couch.
I am going to catch the news – our area is on fire – again! Too many forest fires in the summer.