Monthly Archives: August 2012

Why Am I There? Let Me Leave…..

Talk to me. Tell me why I am here. Why do I come here once a week? Tell me why I am there. Don’t engage me with talk of colors. Colors are just colors. I am a person. Why am … Continue reading

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Somatization Disorder

Somatization disorder often goes hand in hand with the D.I.D. diagnoses. This is the uncomfortable ailments that causes your body to I say reject you by using pain or discomfort any way possible. I ended up at a Gastroenterologist due … Continue reading

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Another Week Goes By

Am I being paranoid? I gave Enemy2 my PDOC’s name and number to stop asking me who he is, trusting (really??) he would leave my PDOC and me alone. Before I did this my PDOC told me what he would say if … Continue reading

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What’s The Right Decision?

I have no idea how to make the correct decision. My father has been ill for several years. He has been in Hospice intermediate for a week and supposedly doing better and getting ready to come home. I do not … Continue reading

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Therapy 101

Another hot day, in the 90’s. My next nut appointment is early next week allowing my husband and I to go to the mountains to spend the day to forget the appointment. It’s beginning to be bothersome again, I woke up … Continue reading

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The Children

The Children The children play, with such energy until the sun slowly falls away, leaving the children to scurry home for dinner. They begin to grow tired. Having had the energy they once had is now a struggle. To run … Continue reading

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Hannah and Man #1, Man #2 and looking for Man #3

I met Hannah on my way home from Texas. I was in New Mexico. The only way I figured out I was in New Mexico was the license plates on the cars around me were New Mexico and Hannah told … Continue reading

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