Monthly Archives: September 2010

Results of Experiment 101

The experiment has mixed results.  I did not check out.  I fell asleep quite quickly for which I am happy.  That is the positive.  The negative would be the dream – just one.  I was aware I had a pounding … Continue reading

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Experiment 101

So, I am keeping a record of this evening and will delete after Wednesday.  An experiment if you will.  I have a small glass of cranberry juice and out of the blue decided to pour not even a shot of Vodka … Continue reading

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Humor Me

            Humor Me: My husband and I were leaving Costco last week going to the liquor store next door when I saw a women using a white cane for the visually impaired.  I was very concerned especially when she headed towards … Continue reading

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Dream My Life Away

In my unusual world, dreams can be entertaining which are usually twisted in such a fanatical way only I can interpret, some are the generic type – related to the everyday happenings, and the rest are understandably disruptive at times.  I’ve … Continue reading

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Are Psychologists Puppeteer’s???

It was Saturday; four days after chat session that I finally got over the anger of falling for what I’m sure was a “Plan of attack” by the Enemy- my current Enemy. Perhaps I should rename him the “Puppeteer?” Continue reading

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Communication from the dark side ; Hottie Update

Sunday, September 05, 2010 A few weeks ago I mentioned I checked out for a few days unbeknownst to me.  I also mentioned the index cards I found with writing – hardly legible at best.  I finally deciphered the cards … Continue reading

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Spider Man in Boulder – You’ve got to be kidding! Also, Synesthesia – Colors

Chat session went better yesterday.  Enemy did not start any dialogue with that dreaded phrase “I sense…”  I was quite happy because I of course never sense anything.  I however did take a very tiny old ¼ mg. of Xanax an … Continue reading

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